The day when i finished my masters

It has been over a week now, and i am struggling with the so called " nothing to do" phenomenon.
I have finished my masters, and i have loads of things to keep myself busy. But why is it that i feel unconnected, why is that i feel i am on a lonely island. Why is it that i feel i am moving closer to my fear.
I don't have answers to these questions. Why did they arise in my mind ? Could be a number of reasons, finishing my masters gives me ample to look for a job, applying for jobs is the most treacherous thing on planet earth.
I am indeed longing for a break. And i feel my creativity is diminishing in some or the other way. Is it bothering. A hundred time "yes".
I am making foolish efforts to keep it alive.
I cant believe over the past few months i have tried umpteen amounts of new things on the web.
a) blogging
b) editing pictures
c) studying australian education pattern
d) t-shirts
e) now calenders !!

well i have come a long way.. but i am looking for a break.. a big one.. and its surprising though, with the death of my laptop, my photographs, my designs and my writings have all been arrested and locked up in my inaccessible hard drive and the fear of losing them, kills me.

This psychological battle has left me with zero ideas of blogging, and zero ideas of building websites and what not ..

I have also stopped playing farmville, and mafia wars..
which now leaves me with nothing to do..
And i am nothing but devils workshop at this moment.